what i meant to write in my rep comment was "Don't have such a negative outlook on life, look beyond the bad things that happen and look forward to the success you and happiness that will be coming into your life. Surely some good things came from the negative points in your life and that's what you gotta look at" before I accidentally hit enter. Your post just sounded really depressing, it may have just been that post, but I hope you don't live your life with a viewpoint like that. :thup: