Ménage à trois

[esb]

You leave me breathless,
nothing to say.
Leave my mind blank,
no thoughts of my own.

I'm just kidding,
I am lying,
I got much to fucking say.
With many things running through my mind.
If only I could catch just a single thought.
So I could spit it at you.
You would know
what I'm thinking,
what I'm planning to do.
What I'm doing,
what will happen.
If we'll ever go through.

You wanna be shared,
I don't share my love.
Never happened, never will.
It's just those things, that never occur.
But if you want, it can all change,
I can share you with the whole world,
or just some other asshole

But let me tell you,
just letting you know,
nothing will change between us
unless you know...
Some other girl comes along,
grabs my heart that you loosely held.
Loves me back.
No one else.
Dedicated to me, like I am to her.

Writes my name all over her notebook.
Signs me letters, saying "I love you."
So I can hug her and kiss her lips.
Caress her body and feel her within.
Her spirit and soul belong to me,
I sold mine to her days ago.

But until any of that happens,
I will keep waiting just for you.
Who knows.
Maybe you change that crazy little mind,
and come back to me.
Cause in reality, it just all seems,
like you left quite a long time ago.